HE WHO LOSES FAITH LOSES ALL: August 2005

Enjoy

Have a wonderful long weekend

First then After

A clever person

knows what his/her

priorities are.

What to do FIRST.

What to do AFTER.

Skin colour plaster

I will cover it with a skin colour plaster to keep it dry and clean; and radically, to keep it away from my eyes. It will pain some times; if that happens I will try to take my attention to some thing else. If that didn’t work, I will press on it tightly and that might help. It might bleed again through time; if that happens I will clean it and cover it again. I can’t heal it, I know. I will cover it with a skin colour plaster and keep it away from my eyes. Maybe then “some day” that wound will heal by it self.

Don't try this at home

I was drinking a cup of coffee when suddenly I choked; the coffee went through the trachea instead of going through the pharynx and from there to my lungs I guess. What was amazing in that is after coughing and getting my breathing to normal again I had this wonderful feeling of coffee when breathing, I can smell it very strongly like if I was breathing coffee instead of air. A wonderful choke it was.

Excel use

As a permanent user of Excel I am, I use it now for every listing thing in my life not only work; My personal expenses sheet, to do list, books to read, and much other uses that I figure out every day. Excel is not only a listing sheets or formulas program as many people think, it could also be a way to spend time when you are bored and have nothing to list or calculate. YOU CAN DRAW WITH IT By minimizing the cells and filling them with colours.

Straying again

A tree was shading on her head A book was there in her hands Her eyes were going left and right Chasing the words in that page

Straying again; as always Dreaming of those in this book

She traveled for long distance

And flew on clouds

Traveling to their land and wearing their clothes Talking their words and maybe more

She was the princess

And sometimes the orphen A boy she was for one day A beautiful Hazara or an Arab girl

A choice of her's that would be

A wonderful moment could be destroyed When someone from outside her dream would call

Lessons from life

Crystal and Hematite are two girls that lived in the same neighborhood and went to the same school, every afternoon they would go play together. They would play hide and seek, climb trees, eat berries and lay on the wet grass. After every afternoon Crystal would go home with a disappoint look on her face, because of the filthiness and dirt on her white dress which had berry red and black spots and green spots from laying on the wet green grass. In the other hand Hematite never cared. Once Hematite asked Crystal “Why are you feeling like that every day?”, “Can’t you see the spots all over my dress” Said Crystal , “Well wear a black dress as mine and you will never see the spots again”.

Tagged By NUNU

I have been tagged by Sweet NUNU. 10 years ago: I wore a Hijab for the first time. 5 years ago: I had my asthma because of a Lungs disease I had earlier that year. 1 year ago: I told my Mom "I love you" Tomorrow: Always better than today. Three snacks I enjoy: 1. Coffee :p 2. Ice-Cream. 3. Fruits. Three bands/artists that I know the lyrics to most of their songs: 1. Fayrooz. 2. Abdelhaleem Hafez. 3. Mohammed Abdu. Three things I'd do with $100,000,000: 1. Travel 2. Travel 3. Travel Three locations I'd like to run away to: 1. England 2. Istanbul. 3. Spain. Three bad habits I have: So many that I can't count. Three things I like doing: 1. Read. 2. Swim at dawn. 3. Day dream. Three things I will never wear: 1. Three Quarter sleeves with Hijab. 2. Pants under a skirt or a dress. 3. Make up for no occasion. Three TV shows I like: 1. Charmed. 2. Mad about you. 3. Friends. Three movies I like: 1. Contact. 2. Harry Potter. 3. Marry popins. Three people I'd like to meet: No body; I have enough people in my life, I don't want to meet more. Three biggest joys at the moment: 1. Being alone at a quiet and peaceful place. 2. Loosh and Boodi. 3. Reading. Three favorite toys: 1. Daisy. 2. My Camera. 3. My Books. I'am Tagging: 1. Purg. 2. Sarpanch. 3. Hibba.

Have a nice weekend

What to choose?

Shame or Pain

Floating Thoughts

Walking in Regents Park; listening to Fayrooz through my i pod’s head sets, thinking of nothing. Wonderful moments they were before my thoughts were floating again. Thought 1: I was thinking of my brother and what he have told me; he told me that I am a hopeless person, weird and not living my life as I should. He thinks that I am crazy in some way, and that my personality is so different than anybody else. He thinks that my opinions about traditions and how much I think that they are a stupid man made ideas, is wrong. Thought 2: Why it wouldn’t be a smile as first expression for a human instead of crying? Does it mean the first feeling was “fear” or “anger”; why isn’t it “love” or “happiness”? Thought 3: Why am I afraid of commitment and marriage? I have a good example of happy marriage in my house. Why is it that feeling that I will not be happy in that kind of life, and that I will get hurt if I did? Thought 4: Where is home?

Hunger Alarm

I could die starving without knowing !! I don’t have the hunger alarm any more; it had disappeared from my nerve system. Not having the taste of food was not a problem that I cared about really, because all what I cared about in that situation was to fill my stomach with what ever food I find without caring what it tastes. But now and for months I haven’t felt hungry, how could I know that I need to be fed if I don’t feel it? Head aches is all what I feel when not eating my meal on it’s time. One day I had an apple juice and a cup of coffee at 6:00 am, and forgot to eat my lunch (yes forgot; I always do that) and stayed until 5:00 pm without eating any thing, after that head aches started so I had a couple of pain killers which made my stomach aches start. What to do? Call mom … “mom I have bad head aches and stomach aches” I said, “Oh dear, what did you eat?” mom replied, “Huh …. Nothing” I said, “What are you? a camel” Mom said.

My trip

Hello every body; I really did miss you alot. My vacation was great; I did enjoy every moment of it. And now I will give you a brief of it through the following photos (I don't feel like writing today). Istanbul; the best city in the world. This was my first day shopping in London. My second day shopping was from Waterstones book store and books etc. book store. I didn't get any thing for me from here; only gifts for my family. This pigeon was joining me for a cup of coffee in Starbucks. Those beauties were every where. This book was a gift from my dear friend Wass; thank you Wass I read it all in one day under that tree :) Inside this box there is a book; when I saw it I remembered Bo ghazi, why? I don't know :P Purgy's penguins were following me where ever I went :P For more Pictures visit Fluent Image :)