Floating Thoughts
Walking in Regents Park; listening to Fayrooz through my i pod’s head sets, thinking of nothing. Wonderful moments they were before my thoughts were floating again. Thought 1: I was thinking of my brother and what he have told me; he told me that I am a hopeless person, weird and not living my life as I should. He thinks that I am crazy in some way, and that my personality is so different than anybody else. He thinks that my opinions about traditions and how much I think that they are a stupid man made ideas, is wrong. Thought 2: Why it wouldn’t be a smile as first expression for a human instead of crying? Does it mean the first feeling was “fear” or “anger”; why isn’t it “love” or “happiness”? Thought 3: Why am I afraid of commitment and marriage? I have a good example of happy marriage in my house. Why is it that feeling that I will not be happy in that kind of life, and that I will get hurt if I did? Thought 4: Where is home?
posted by True Faith @ 8/23/2005 09:17:00 AM
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25 Comments:
4. Home is where the heart is ..:p
3. I have no idea!
2. I guess it is normal since he or she will be living in this world!
1. You are hopeless like me?? Though I sometimes appreciate traditions!!
How is Neverland? :D
The door is not appearing any more ... I need time to find my way to it again :)
I think Neverland is upset with you! Maybe something you did? :P
I guess it is ... because I have been trying to live in this world.
You don't know where your home is?!! Ba3d galbi =/
hahahaha
Yes, I don't know.
And how come you did not think of me, or is it because Fayrooz and me do not mix ?
I thought of you when I was at Hamleys and Selfridges. And with every good morning I heard :)
Well your brother is right by saying that your different than other people.. we all are different from each other.. and thats what makes us unique, dont you think :)
Bo ghazi; yes you're right :D We are unique :)
TF :) eat now.
(big hug)
Dear i swear while reading your post ziggy my bird was sending kisses all over your non smoking sign :)
Dear home is were you belong and to me the place i belong to is where my mother and all my brothers and sister gather this is home no matter were we are on an island withnothing on it as long as those 4 will come and gather there this is home.
Some people say home is where you feel you belong to, this is many times not true.
I hope you find your home, there is nothing like a mother hug which will make you home enough.
:* take care
Purg; you remind me of my mom :)
Judy; That was my feeling when I was in England ... missing my parents face, smile and smell ... I was missing Boodi and loosh so much that I couldn't see a small chubby boy without wanting to cry ... they weren't in Kuwait when I left but the feeling that I had this will to live in England even if I was alone made me feel like that.
Thank you sweetie for your sweet comment :*
TF, am not your mom, am your protector.
From who?
from anyone who wants to harm you.
:)
it's weird how brothers think of sisters, my 8 years younger brother told me the other day that he thinks I look like ashly judd! I was thinking wow! :~) my brother thinks am beautiful! until he said that no that doesn't mean that, it means that now I think ashly judd is ugly hehe! I love this boy.
anyhow and about marriage fear, it could be 2 reasons:
1- you are scared that you will have less than what you do now which is a happy home.
2- stories you hear about homes today, you're blessed with happy home that we know of from our parents days, our days happen to be different and scary, I don't blame you cause I feel the same way.
not much we can do there either go for it and see what happens or live your life regardless :)
Sponty;
Brothers are really strange especially in that age :/
As for the two reasons; you maybe are right.
;)
Ghassan; what ???
Just smiling.
Hibba; a whole coming new life ... really scares me.
Regents Park is so peaceful :)
afp; Hi :)
Ghassan; :)
how are you doing today ? :)
1: People are different; the beauty of diversity, how boring would it be if everyone was the same. Traditions that are man made shouldn't be imposed on anyone.
2: No entiendo.
3: Commit only when you are sure. Centre and clarify, then make decisions; but don't let impediments dictate your choice.
4: As HP said, where the heart is. What if all people remained in one place?
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