Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Read Loud

My heart is beating so fast and strongly as if it is going to come out of my chest; my face is getting hot; I am feeling dizzy; my turn is close. “TF, Read” the teacher said. I can’t read loudly, it is why I hate English classes. After I finish reading I have this bad pain in my chest, my breathing gets hard. I feel that I will faint; my whole body keeps shaking until I get my Oxygen fixed. And I want to cry hardly, but never did.

10 Comments:

At 2/23/2005 09:22:00 AM, Blogger bo_ghazi said...

Do you think the teacher had something in his mind? Do you think that he thought by asking you to read he would succeed in reducing the stuttering after you get used to the loud reading? And do you think you've managed to reduce ur stuttering by time?

 
At 2/23/2005 09:24:00 AM, Blogger True Faith said...

sarpanch,

Thanks God; No body will ask me any more because I graduated 20 months ago.

I am glad that you liked it :)

 
At 2/23/2005 09:30:00 AM, Blogger True Faith said...

bo ghazi,

Back in England my teachers would let me stretch my words out as Faaaith.

When I grow up as in Year 5 they would not let me read alone they would let us read in groups, so I don't hear my self reading and it makes it easier.

But in Kuwait they think that they know how to deal with such situations by forcing you to read, and don't give you time to complete.

My stuttering got worse since I came to Kuwait.

 
At 2/23/2005 09:52:00 AM, Blogger bo_ghazi said...

Sorry to hear that... but you know how it could be with some people.. everyone just becomes an expert in everything & think they could deal with any situation and they become what we call "bul 3irraif".

 
At 2/23/2005 11:51:00 AM, Blogger True Faith said...

Yes they are : )

 
At 2/25/2005 01:46:00 PM, Blogger ray said...

النظام في الكويت ما يقدر

 
At 2/26/2005 07:18:00 PM, Blogger person said...

inshallah things will be better

 
At 2/28/2005 09:03:00 AM, Blogger True Faith said...

ray,

Yeh, you are right.

Muslium,

Inshallah.

Welcome to my blog.

 
At 2/28/2005 09:59:00 AM, Blogger Hope said...

TF,

Put it behind you, and don't let it get to you. If you keep thinking about all those incidents, then things won't change and may haunt you for a long time.

 
At 2/28/2005 10:45:00 AM, Blogger True Faith said...

bo rashid,

It was great : )

 

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