Sunday, January 30, 2005

Kuwait - Dubai - Kuwait

Back to Kuwait after a ten days vacation in Dubai which was more than wonderful. White cotton Desert (Kuwait sky) I left Kuwait in a rainy cloudy day; I thought that I didn't like this weather; But it was gorgeous from up it looked like a White cotton desert. Awqaf building I usually visit Dubai twice a year; at each time it’s different than the previous visit. There were new places, new buildings and new amazing projects. I know that the new Tokyo city took 30 years to be built. But this amazing desert took only 7 years to become a fantasy world. Kenya’s sector in Global village. I never went to Dubai during the festival. Well I didn't like the crowd, but it was great. Madenat Jumaira ( Al Qaser Hotel) Madenat Jumaira. Some miracle city, if you stay in one of its Hotels you will not need your morning coffee. (No I didn't stay there). In Dubai's airport we were told that there will be a three hours and a half delay. I was going like Hooray : D to have more time to explore the Air port. In the Airport one emirates lady asked my sister what is better the Dubai Shopping Festival or (هلا فبراير), my sister said: "(هلا فبراير) is an April Fool in February" : / P.S.: Sorry for the bad quality of the pictures; I took them by my mobile.

Monday, January 17, 2005

Eid in Dubai

I am going to Dubai to spend my Eid Holidays there. I wish you all a Blessed Eid, wish Kuwait safety, wish Iraq successful elections and wish the East Asia countries a better life. P.S: I will not post while I am in Dubai,
but my Email will be checked (I guess) :D

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Sorry

I know that my previous post was terrible to many of you, but it was my first time to put my anger in words. I thought it will release a lot from my chest but it was the opposite, I had more pain, by feeling guilty to say these words about my parents and friends. Although none of them read it except Ra-1. I think I am not used to releasing it. So, sorry every body harmed from my post.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

How do I feel

Never been asked how do I feel when I stutter (psychologically & physically); Not from my parents, friends, and not even therapists (Speech & Psychological). Why? Is it that they don't care, or they think that they know (Don't think so). I wanted them to ask me so hard especially my parents, sometimes when I start talking about it (The stuttering not how I feel), they sweep there eyes from me. And tell me don't worry dear we know many people that used to stutter but they don't any more. I am not worried about it, I just want to express my feelings. When I stutter all people just turn there faces or eyes to not see me stutter, although I tell them not, because if I lose the eye contact controlling it gets harder. Well, How do I feel is non of any bodies business now, After all these years of stuttering if any body that I knew asked (( How do you feel when you stutter?)) I will simply answer ((None of your business)) Tuesday, 11 Jan 2005, 11:12 pm UPDATE: Feel free to comment

Monday, January 10, 2005

I miss it

I miss reading under a tree full with squirrels. I miss racing my brother in the hide park. I miss reading a whole book in the book store around the corner without paying ;p I miss making a snow man in winter. I miss the ice cream with the flake stick. I miss the backed potato from the same ice cream man in winter. I miss a school that is really a school. I miss meeting real Muslims with no traditions disturbing there way of thinking. I miss reading in the under ground train. I miss missing the sunny days. I miss going to the theater. I miss my life.

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Searching for

Searching for the following: 1. Photography classes in Kuwait. 2. A good computer program teaching French Language. 3. A good book about Malcolm X. Need your help : )

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Famous People Who Stutter

Moses - The prophet Nicholas Brendon - TV star "Xander" in Buffy the Vampire SlayerAlan Rabinowitz - zoologist, conservationist, and author James Earl Jones - Broadway, television, and movie star. Annie Glenn - wife of former astronaut, Senator GlennJohn Stossel - 20/20 news reporter Ron Harper - basketball star Mel Tillis - country singer Winston Churchill - statesman and orator Bruce Willis - actor Julia Roberts - actress Robert Merrill - opera star Bill Walton - basketball star, sports commentator John Updike - writer Congressman Frank Wolf of VirginiaJimmy Stewart - actor Somerset Maugham - writer Lewis Carroll - writer Margaret Drabble - British novelist Robert A. Heinlein - science fiction writer Lewis Carroll - Governor of Alaska Budd Schulberg - "On the Waterfront," Oscar winner Peggy Lipton - actress from TV show "Mod Squad" and "Twin Peaks" Sam Neil - actor Bo Jackson - athlete Eric Roberts - actor Raymond Massey - actor deceased Carly Simon - singer Lester Hayes - defensive back for LA Raiders Tommy John - pitcher for Oakland A's former Yankee Jack Paar - late show host Neville Shute - Novelist Andrew Lloyd Webber - famous for Cats, Phantom of the OperaPrince Albert of MonacoGreg Louganis - diving champion Dave Taylor - Former hockey star with the LA Kings Jack Ebert - producer "Dances with Wolves" Anthony Quinn - actor Chris Zorich - the Chicago Bears defensive lineman P.F. Bentley - award-winning photographer for TIME Magazine U.S. Senator Joseph Biden of Delaware Sidney Gottlieb - controversial CIA psychologist and mastermind Corporate Walter Wriston - Citibank John Sculley - Apple Mike Harpe - Conagra Jack Welch - General Electric Vince Naimoli - Harvard Industries True Faith - Me :p Finally, I want to say that stuttering is not only in talking; a stutterer can be that who stutters in his life and lose the way of success.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Tiny

Tsunami showed me how small I am comparing with the powers of nature. I hate to say that I once thought that I am great knowing all the stuff I know and being a human that thinks compares and find solutions. But the Tsunami came to tell me wake up you little girl made of sand, no matter what you learn or do your still small and there is always what is bigger than you. Wake up and see that the world is not yours and you can’t control it because there is always a thing with stronger powers than yours. Wake up and know that there’s a God that you will need his mercy what ever and where ever you are. I am a tiny thing in this Universe.