Something about nothing

I have been trying to read but this buzzing thing kept flying around me and is not letting me concentrate. I yelled at it but it didn’t go away and kept buzzing and flying all around in my room. It’s freezing here. Well it has been like that all day, even at work. I wore a wool jumper today still felt cold. Boodi is not in the mood today. He was crying and shouting all day. I made it worse by calling him Loosh by mistake. He came to me and said “Did you call me Loosh” “Yes but I meant Boodi” I said, “My name is Boodi and this boy sitting over there is Loosh; OK” . I have to go shopping and get me an Eid outfit and get my family Eid gifts; and that must be done before Eid. When exactly? I am not sure; but Inshallah I will. Last night my mom had a غبقه “Ramadanish dinner” ,many ladies came; and they were asking my mom about my sister’s wedding and when it will be. The thing that really irritated me is their non - stopping "الفال لج"and "شدي حيلج إخوانج الصغار اتزوجو و انتي لي الحين قاعده". Excuse me, but I don’t remember me complaining about that; or asking you to take me to live with you in your house because my family doesn’t want me any more. Our Eid holidays trip has been planned and everything is booked; it will be amazing. I have a wonderful father يا حلوه. I am so excited about it; can’t wait.