Saturday, April 16, 2005

فكرتي

طرأت في بالي فكرة حروفها هنا و هناك مبعثرة جمعتها في كلمة ....... كلمة و كلمة إلى أن أصبحت جملة جملة و جملة ...... أصبحت الفكرة كاملة قد حان و قتك يا عصب ... إلى اللسان هيا انطلق ليخرجه إلى الملأ يخرج حكما و درر ما أروعه ..... كلامي ما أروعه يا إلهي ...... ما لي لا أسمعه آآآه..... تعثر كعادته
أنت انتظر بقي الكثير في جعبتي ..... لم انتهي
إن حديثي سيعجبك ........ لو تنتظر
أنا في حديثي ... فصاحة و تناغم و سجع و في حديثي .... حلاوة لا تنتهي أبد الدهر أنا في حديثي .... طلاقة لا يعرفها غيري من البشر
أنت انتظر بقي الكثير في جعبتي ..... لم انتهي إن حديثي سيعجبك ..... لو تنتظر
أتعلم أن موسى عليه السلام كليم الله ....... قد كان معقود اللسان أتعلم بأننا واحد من كل مائة كيف لك ؟؟؟!!! .... و أنت جاهل لا تعرف القراءة
أنت انتظر بقي الكثير في جعبتي ..... لم انتهي إن حديثي سيعجبك ...... لو تنتظر
أتعرف ما الفرق بيننا ؟؟؟ لا ا ا ا ا .... ليس تعثري أنا ثقافتي واسعه ..... علمي بحور هائجة وضعت أهدافي أمامي ..... و سرت في تحقيقها أنا رضيت بما أبتليت .... و دعوت ربي شاكره فأنا جمعت شهادتي ... و عبادتي ... و العمل و أنت ..... لا تعلم لماذا خلقت في الأصل
إذهب الآن و انصرف .... فمن حديثي أنا فرغت بطلاقتي و تعثري ..... أنا قد سردت فكرتي

24 Comments:

At 4/16/2005 09:57:00 AM, Blogger جنة الحواس said...

1- Great Pic .. I love it .. it's full of hope , I can see that your sun rises and you are able to express your thoughts .


2- VERY NICE POEM ..

3- Don't let the clouds cover your rays .. I know that you rays are strong enough to break them and go through them easily ...

NEVER let yourself down .

 
At 4/16/2005 10:05:00 AM, Blogger Ra-1 said...

dear Daisy :)
u know how much I love those words ...
and no matter how many times I read them everytime is like the first!
n_n

 
At 4/16/2005 11:10:00 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

So u take GOOD pics
u write Good poetry
u r nice to ppl
u r taller than me
GURL do u have any flaws??

PS if u say "i stutter" i m going to smack u on the head!!

 
At 4/16/2005 11:55:00 AM, Blogger Eb9ara7a and his Wife said...

T.F
Very nice words :)
مارّة علي من قبل ! بس مادري وين

 
At 4/16/2005 12:37:00 PM, Blogger True Faith said...

Broken,
You are great in explaining my thoughts.

Ra-1,

:)

Bo rashed,

Thank you.

I will do :)

Al,

Smack me (I stutter)

Eb9ara7a,

Well, you are Ra-1's brother.

 
At 4/16/2005 01:07:00 PM, Blogger Ra-1 said...

I dont remember I ever showed it to him!
:)

 
At 4/16/2005 01:59:00 PM, Blogger بومريوم said...

nice pic..

الكاميرا على حامل و لا باليد؟

 
At 4/16/2005 02:08:00 PM, Blogger True Faith said...

bo Maryoom,

باليد

WHY?

 
At 4/16/2005 03:45:00 PM, Blogger Purgatory said...

long post, what is the one sentence summary please :)

 
At 4/16/2005 03:49:00 PM, Blogger True Faith said...

Layer; You read it all :p

 
At 4/16/2005 04:09:00 PM, Blogger Purgatory said...

no i did not, the3t, so instead of reading it I asked :P

 
At 4/16/2005 05:08:00 PM, Blogger bo_ghazi said...

As usual... Great pic.. & wise words.. :)

 
At 4/16/2005 06:17:00 PM, Blogger بومريوم said...

ترو
جربى على الحامل..
و شوى تعريض اكثر اعتقد بتطلع مو طبيعيه:)

 
At 4/17/2005 01:02:00 AM, Blogger esTeKaNa said...

ماااشللللة
الصورة رائعة
والكلام اروع
تدرين انا ما عندي شي اضيفه؟
كلامج كافي ووافي
اللة لا يحرمنا من هالابداع:)

 
At 4/17/2005 03:14:00 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear T.F.

i just want to comment on the part where u mentioned that mosa 3alih eslam kaleem allah was also having vocal difficulty,

really, you are special in away much more than any one will ever fathom.
but realize this,
moses asked god for three things to help him to be a messenger of god, one of which : e7lol 3o8datan min lesani yaf8aholi gawli -i wl not quote incase i miswrote it,

so God is always, ALWAYS listening i dont think ur waiting for me to remind u of this TF,
after reading this, i had the initial thought of advicing u to quit writing about ur stuttering-cz u sure are a great talker on blog. but thinking more deeply, i think post more as much as ur heart/mind/even lips desire.. believe this, When god takes one thing, he gives another, u only know what that could be.. i hope u already discovered it.

ur mom.. ur dad, they must love you eternally, and stop making ur mom wish u marry a british, ur kuwaiteya and not any kuwaiti .. so '3ameetha yakhthich wa7ed 3yona zerg.. achla7 amla7 wayed a7san.. elmohim galba allah msa'7ra lich, ok 7abeebti ? love and admiration for u TF.

 
At 4/17/2005 06:49:00 AM, Blogger غسان said...

نص جميل، لكن لم أفهم من هو الذي لاينتظرك ولماذا لاينتظرك حتى تفرغي من حديثك وفكرتكِ؟

 
At 4/17/2005 08:36:00 AM, Blogger True Faith said...

Purg,

7asafa it is a great poem.

Bo maryoom,

Thank you for the good advice I will try to do it the next time.

Bo ghazi,

As usual your comments make me smile :)

Mnoora,

Thank you sweetie.

Anonymous,

Thank you for visiting my blog.

I do say "e7lol 3oqdatan min lisani" in every prayer.

Quitting writing about my stuttering.

Let me tell you this since I have been writing about my stuttering many things have been released from my chest; I have changed.

You know what? It is hard for me to say to a person what I really feel about her/him; My feelings were jailed in me and never out.

After writing, I told mom that I love her; I haven't told her that for a really long time.

As for the English guy; My family will never allow me to marry an English guy.

Ghassan,

It is the person that I am talking to; they never wait for me to complete; they get bored quickly.

 
At 4/17/2005 11:44:00 AM, Blogger Ms. Sarah said...

/me teg3ad oo tetamal el soora... allaaaahhhhh


i love this post.

 
At 4/17/2005 11:54:00 AM, Blogger True Faith said...

Swair,

Sunrise is the view that I always enjoy :)

 
At 4/17/2005 04:29:00 PM, Blogger Purgatory said...

TF, its a poem, no wonder I got lost :)

 
At 4/17/2005 04:35:00 PM, Blogger غسان said...

I assumed completing the words help. Thanks for clarification

 
At 4/18/2005 08:42:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

The photos are amazing, aswell as the poetry.

You are who You are. You are a stutterer, but you don't care what others think about you. You are proud of who you are. You are not just a stutterer, you are a Recovering stutterer and one day, you will be no more.

 
At 4/19/2005 08:54:00 AM, Blogger True Faith said...

Anonymous,

Thank you for your sweet comment.

Recovering; I don't think so. I have been stuttering for 21 years now.

 
At 4/19/2005 01:47:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

You Are Recovering... the more you learn to deal with it; the more you learn to live with it, the less it will be a problem; the less it will be a stutter.

 

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