Hush
I haven’t been having bad days for sometime now; which should feel good yet it doesn’t. I am afraid of those bad days more now; when I feel good for a long time I get used to it that I don’t want to go back to my old status. I haven’t been talking via phone these days; only answer Ra-1 and my family calls. I will not go to tomorrow’s dinner in my grandmother’s house, hoping that this status will last longer.
posted by True Faith @ 6/01/2005 11:28:00 AM
21 comments
21 Comments:
I know what u mean.
I myself am always thinking & worrying about things. I swear that sometimes when I have nothing to worry about, I think "what the hell!!! there must be something I forgot about!?!?!".
But you not going to ur gramma's house just to remain feeling happy isn't the right thing to do..
You cant lock urself forever just to maintain this happiness.
Go, have fun, if something bad happened try to look at it from another perspective, turn it around so you wont feel bad about it...
P.S: you owe me 11 KD for the food :P
Bo Ghazi;
If I go there I will have to talk; I don't want to stutter, I am happy these days for not stuttering; I want to have more of those days.
So you went :p
No its 9 kd, don't be fooled by him, he was not there, or were you?
TF
ان شاء الله دوم سعيد و بالك مرتاح..
بس انا ابى اصير قاسى شوى..استحملينى
أعتقد ان اللى قاعد يصير معاك هو هروب من المشكلة الاساسيه
Enjoy what?
Enjoy my self stumbling in my words.
Or maybe enjoy people looking at me in pity.
Or enjoy my ugly face when I stutter.
Or enjoy the hard breathing when I am blocked in sentences.
Or enjoy the ignorance that I get from people.
I know that Bo maryoom; But what else could I do.
I think u are over reacting :\
coz I dont see people looking at u in pity or ignoring u!
تعوذي من إبليس
:)
Purg, good question... was I ?
:P
Ra-1;
Yes they are; I can see it in there eyes.
أعوذ بالله من إبليس
if they do! then they dont deresve someone to talk to them! and u should ignore them ...
I hate your comments.
It made me cry.
mine?!!
WHY!!! What did I say?!
I just want my 11 KD back thats all!!
I think there is an angel watching above you making sure all goes good, so be happy for the presence of that angel, because angels only surround good people like you.
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Tf
ودى اقول ان الدنيا ورديه و كل شى بيصير تمام...
بس الواقع غير
الحياة صعبه و محتاجه تعب و انسان قوى
لا تخلين شى مثل هذا يخرب كل الاشياء الجميلة اللى تملكينها
خُذِ القَنـَاعَةَ مِنْ دُنْيَاك وارْضَ بِها
لَوْ لم يَكُنْ لَكَ إِلا رَاحَةُ البَدَنِ
Hi True-Faith,
This is Suvai.
I'd go with what Bu-Maryoum said. It's not fair that a good person like you faces these troubles, bas I think we all have to work to make it a fair world. No one said that it is going to be easy, bas just keep in mind that it's possible and you can do it. Whatever doesn't kill you can only make you stronger.
The fact that you are facing these problems makes you more understanding, and by getting over it permanently you'd be getting all the goods of it and rejecting the bads of it. By getting over it, you'd be wiser and you'll show others the way to get over this problem as well. I think that each one of us has to endure these things to avoid the shallowness that some people around us have.
Would a complement help? If so, here it goes:
Walah I find the beauty of the world in this blog.
Sorry 6awalt in this comment bas I really wish that you gather your strength and look all those who stare at you while stuttering in the eye. You have the strength, bas you only need to get it out.
Okay I'll shut up here. ;)
Hey true faith you are not effected by me!!
dear i think there is some kind of hormone in the air these days i've beenfeeling the sameway for a while now ... so blame it on the weather and you go gurl enjoy your life ... dont waste time with thoughts matwady wala etyeeb..
be free from everything that is holding you back smile everything will be great if u feel great in your head...so its all in your head sugar ((HUGZ))
if need to talk im here :* just dont do this to your self.
When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
true faith, you know ... i like your honesty !
as time goes by,u'll either get rid of it or you'll just feel ok to stutter.
just don't give up or hide !
did u hear about a device called "speech easy"? some speech pathologists say that it stops stuttering immediately.
Ray,
Hi :)
I called them before and contacted some "speech easy" useres; it stops it for 6-11 months then you are back and maybe worse.
If they don't know the cause they can't treat it; and no body knows the cause yet.
Thank you any way :)
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